love fool, :)

being foolishly in love with the idea of love, is rediculous, especially when there is no such love in my life. not to be confused with a hopeless romantic, as i am hardly hopeless, and nor is there any romanticism in my life. lemme double check, nope; none. still im waiting for that day when i look into the person's eyes who is going to love me as much as i will love them, a balanced love. 50/50, none of this love scales buisness. or has my day already passed and gone? who knows. hopefully there is more than one day for me, although i highly doubt it. i guess i am kind of hopeless afterall.. the correct terms? hopeless love fool? perhaps....